this is so annoying. Today is my prom and I am really unsure of what in the hell I'm supposed to be doing right now. my dad is getting ready to head out and well he said he'll be back. I'm just a little confused about whether or not he's going to help me get my tux. I mean he told me that they had it ready and I told him that we were all going to try and meet up at 5 so I hope he's actually keeping these things in mind. I think he's going to the health club so he might not be back for like another 3 hours but thats like the damn time I need to meet up with everyone. s**t! this mess is so complicated and it's bad enough I'm not too much in a good mood this morning any how. first off, I'm still extremely mad at Mathew for saying that my journal is boring and weird. for one a*****e...(deal with me cause now I'm about to just rant out some things that I would've said to him but was being nice about) I never asked you to read my journal in the first place. I just thought that any normal friend who was curious or the least bit concerned about another ones life outside of school or just plainly how another friend feel about things, that they'd want to read their journal. especially if it's not private. Then you go on and bother the living hell out of me about reading your journal that really has nothing to do with you personally and for the life of me I can't even see the purpose in writing the damn thing if it only revolves around star wars, the matrix, music bands you like, and link. I for one have very little interest in any of that stuff. I just thought that I'd be a friend and read it reguardless but no, that's not how you feel about me you self conceited b*****d. I guess I'm just some associate that you've been talking to for like 3 1/2 years now. but thats okay because reguardless, I'm going to get what I want from out of you. people shouldn't make themselves easy targets for hunters like me that haven't had a decent meal in a while. I observe everu single thing that he does and his responses to most action that are taken upon him. on that beatiful day when I'm invited to his house when his parents aren't home, I'm gonna ask to spend the night and thats when all hell is going to break lose. well he might not think of it that way but I know I'm gonna have fun torchuering him in a way a man shouldn't be. Damn b*****d said he didn't want to read it because it wasn't interesting and appealing to him. my one post... my problems! MY PROBLEMS ARE BORING TO HIM! wel I'm glad he was classified as an associate instead of a friend, close friend, or best friend. that would've been my biggest mistake. he's just so.. ugh! but ya know if he did take time out of his dull life to read this then he'd know just how much I feel about him. Well he's no longer important. time for second unlucky event that pissed me off. One of the english teachers who's on gaia who I've known for like 3 1/4 years gave me a graduation gift along with rayne which was a nice looking card and $20. is that the nicest thing or what? so I use the money that after noon on coke with lime (pepsi lime is 20x better) and a sprite remix. then later I bought me some Axe (essense) with the sampl body wash, a durag (which I hate because it makes me look so damn ghetto), some wave stuff for my hair, and a hard brush which really killed all of my money and left me only with $5 to my name. then when I make it on time for my 7:15 353 pace bus, I don't get off until 8:33 because I get stuck on the road because 3 trains decide to block the road. thank god keiko called while I was dozing off. hearing her voice made me happy. so after I finally get off the bus, the biggest event happen. I get hit by a car. so I'm crossing the street right because I have the light. and so cars start turning from the other intersection to get into the lane I'm walking in. now note thatit's rainning and it's kinda dark outside so that doesn't help at all. I keep walking at my pace because I know that this car is going to slow down and let me keep walking but no, I was wrong. this man decides to speed up so of course any normal person would be suprised by this and speed up their walking as well. so I did. sadly enough, it wasn't good enough. as I got close to the other lane the car was so close to me, coming so fast , I could believe my eyes. so before I get over to the lane, my last thoughts were "this man is actually going to hit me!" and of course he did. he hit my ankle well my leg and I flew over into the next lane and landed on my back hard. (I didn't get the full impact of the fall because of my book bag. everyone that knows me knows that I hate carrying that thing on my side because it goes around the shoulder and hangs at the waist. I always carry mine on my back with one hand.) I laid their for a while moaning, thinking to myself " good god damn. he actually hit me." then " and he's still driving off fast". once I got up. I straighten myself out and started walking again as if nothing ever happened. people from all different lanes just kept shouting, "are you all right? are you okay? do you need any help? you don't need any assistance?" I told all of them that I was fine. as I kept walking though, I can still feel where I got hit but it didn't really hurt. I was just angry that I could get the mans drivers licence so I could call the police or anything. so then some one who saw the whole thing stopped me before I reached my father's house and told me she got the licenese and what not and called the police for me so we can handle the situation. Thank you! I called my father and told him I got hit and that I'm right at the beginning of the block. he came out in his car and walked up to the woman and the officer all cool like and right afterwards they brought the guy that hit me which scared me cause he looked like tsion just bigger, thicker glasses and less hair. my father being all cool like was defending me until we got home. since I was alright everyone was let off free but my father made sure just in case something was wrong with my leg that he'd be able to press charges. anyhow, when I got home, he scolded me about how I don't have a state I.D., I don't have a driver's licence and how I wouldn't know that, that man couldn't seem me on the road because in that type of whether people tend to blend in with the road. I believed him because for the life of that man, he couldn't figure where he hit me. he never saw a person period. I for could only image things from his point of view because when the car approached me, all I can see is black so I guess when he approached me, all he could see is black. but his lights were so damn bright. not one part of my body didn't shine in them or something. I mean sheesh.
well any how my father manged to cut my dirty a** hair, which I was pretty amazed about and now I'm sitting here all super hungry like and don't know what to do. my father needs to hurry because prom is going to be starting soon and I'm still extremely confused about how in the hell I'm going to pick my date up. but that's all for another entry. next time people.
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