Moving to a new town is always, "Mom, I don't want go." or, "What about my friends mom?" I had no problem with moving. Nothing was fun in Hadry, the town I previously.
People hated me. I made one mistake that made everyone hate me. They said I was insane when I saw dead girl in the school bathroom.
"I did!!!!" I would say, "I saw a girl covered in blood!!"
"You're stupid! No... you're insane!!!" Mabey I was. Mabey I just saw an illusion. I was possibly hallucinating.
That's not why people hated me. No, for me back then that was a minor issue. Unfourantely, for three boys in my class, it was not 'minor.' They made fun off me daily, saying things like,
"You're a retard, scaring everyone like that." or,
"Corpse Girl!!" but what they did next was what made me snap. They pushed me down the stairs, breaking my left arm and dislocated my shoulder. Even though the pain was unbearable, I could still move my right arm.Stupidly, they came downstairs to see if I was alright. I found straded pencil on the floor.
I stabbed one boy in the eye, blinding his right eye.
I got expeled from school. I didn't care though. I was happy. Happy that stupid boy got punished. Happy that I was the one who got to punish that stupid boy.
Unfortantly, there was much to fear in the next town. I thought Hadly was bad. I thought the people were bad in Hadly.
I thought I was the only insane one around.
Jinkuville was much nicer than Hadly. Prettier. It wasn't a city, It was a town. A town that was populated with only 800 people. It felt very good, being nearly alone. My mother and brother moved to a 'medium sized' house near town square. Soon after, I started school again.
The school I was attending was pretty small. There was only five different classes and you only got one period. I found this very enjoyable. Quiet. I liked how I could easily concetrate on my work and how the classmates were fun to be around.
Well, some of them. Keith had an exception.
Being near him made me... confused? Scared? I wasn't quite sure. I just knew that he was bad news. I asked my newly recived friend, Elain, if she knew anything about Keith.
She didn't. She had said,
"Nobody really talks to him. I tried, but he just ignored me. Like he didn't even know I was there."
It scared me, Keith behavior did. Not like I acually talked to him at all. I guess Elain just exaggerated. Who knows?
I soon knew.
I walked up to Keith, and said hi. At first he glanced at me, then he slowly turned to look at me. It was kind of creepy, the stare he gave me. It went on for about 10 seconds. When I tried to say somthing, like, "How are you?" or, "What are doing over here by yourself?" but I was stopped.
"Be my lover, I want to be with you forever." I had only just met him yet he says these things.
"Excuse me...?" I said in total shock.
"I love you. Love me back."
"No! No way!!" Then I just ran off. I was rude. Extreamly rude. Father would've punished me. In this case, father wasn't here.
I guess Keith took his place and punished me for rudness.
I had a bad feeling this morning. It only got worse twords night. Walking home from the grocery store, I felt a terrible Omen. I almost felt sick. The moon was full and a strange color. Almost like it had been painted. Painted with blood.
It was beautiful in a way, I just didn't understand. Such a color... red is usally bold, bright. But tonight, the color red looked shy. Possibley scared? This made me scared.
I figure started coming twords me. I stopped, trying to see it. I realized it was a human, but that only worsened my fear. The ominus feeling inside of started to make my heart throb, I could hear it. I wanted to run, but when I saw the human, I felt like collapsing.
Keith, but he didn't look normal. He was breathing hard, like he was running. But it was his eyes that caught me.
His eyes were filled with intentions to kill.
That's when I felt the earge to walk near him. I wanted to apoligize to him, talk to him, comfort him. There was somthing worse than his terrifing eyes.
A blood covered dagger.
The first thing that came into my mind was the dead girl. Was this an illusion too? Was I just hallucinating?
No. This was real. Keith came to kill me. Because I was rude. I felt terrible, like I wanted die. I don't want to die. I don't.
"Why...? WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?!" He shouted. He lunged at me cutting open my arm. I was more afraid of the extream blood loss from my arm than hurt. The blood... I knew it. The moon was warning me. It was afraid I'd turn crimson too.
Too late I suppose.
I guess I really am insane. Thinking there was a dead girl in the girls bathroom. Thinking the moon can send warnings. Oh well, I guess I'm going to die here. I thought to myself. That's when I fainted.
"Nnn.." I groned. I thought I was dead... I looked to my left terrified. More scared than I was the night before.
No arm. It was gone. Did he cut it off?! Did that overreative b*****d cut it off?! I jumped out of the hospitle bed I was in and ran to the nearest nurse.
"WHERE'S MY ARM?! WHERE THE HELL IS IT?! TELL ME YOU GODDAMN NURSE!!!"
"Wha?! AHHHH! SOMEONE HELP ME!! A MANIAC CAUGHT ME!!!"
Maniac...? Hav'nt heard that one. I smirked as the doctors took me away.
"That's right..." I whispered, "I'm insane... I guess that little girl proved it..."
- Title: Crimson Insanity
- Artist: puramiddo
- Description: I was in the midst of an amazing idea... an insane teenager. I've wanted to do somthing like this. I always to some sappy love story [people say they are good, but I'm not so sure] so this a different mood for me. Please enjoy.
- Date: 11/10/2008
- Tags: crimson insanity blood