• Stumble in confused and drunk again
    Look up at your eyes as they look in mine with disappointment
    You say “I thought you said you quit”
    I drunkenly reply “sorry but I lied”
    You say “ Have fun sleeping on the couch”
    I say an insult that makes your heart go ouch
    I am too damn drunk to remember it
    Then you leave me with this

    Wake up at 2 in the afternoon
    Hung-over and looking for you
    I find a note that breaks my heart
    Here is what it says
    “your no better then your so called dad
    So pathetic its ******** sad
    I cant believe you cant get through a day
    Without having a drink
    I have given up
    On our love
    I don’t have anymore second chances to give
    You I am going to miss”
    I start to cry and take another drink
    To help with all the pain

    What happened to the days that were easy
    When I needed you And you needed me
    Before I lost everything
    All I had was you
    I am no longer worth saving
    Nothing without you
    Where do I go Now
    Ill fade out without a single sound

    I am sober not by choice
    I lost my job have no cash
    My cloths are dirty and hair is course
    Wait by the telephone
    Watch the door like your gonna come home
    Fill my head with lies
    And pretend I am right

    You gave up on me
    Now im nothing worth saving
    Too blind to see
    It was the alcohol you were hating

    Half pass ten
    That’s when
    I fall down
    Die without a sound