So as of right now, I feel like an obsessive little girl with her very first crush. As stupid as that sounds I can't get him out of my head. Whenever he's gone, he's all I can think about, and whenever I can hear his voice or read his words, I think about him more. He makes me feel so special, and like nothing bad can ever happen to me. No one has ever made me feel this way. Time flies by when I'm talking to him, but I don't even realize, because when its just us, time stops. I don't care what time it is, or what other plans I may have, I want to blow them all off, just so i can talk for a few more hours, minutes, or seconds. He once talked about 'Peace from Wings' and it took me a while to grasp the explanation of it. And I questioned it constantly, asking myself what is it he means by this? Looking at it now, I know never to question it... but just to look inside myself and distort his definition to make it my own... make it to the way i feel, and entertwine it with him. And I know now, that he is my peace from wings.
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