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So I did something stupid the other day. But the good news is, I'm now an on-call employee at Best Friends.

Instead of Quitting, I'll work at most one day a week. Gotta thank an understanding/desperate manager for that. It went something like this:

Boss: Did something happen? I saw your notice on the desk today.
Me: Well, it's, uh... The stress of two jobs is really bad. I need a break.
Boss: I thought you took off the whole month of July from your other job to have to yourself.
Me: *scratches back of head* It's also.. Other... Personal... Reasons.

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I really just don't want to work there anymore.

So about the stupid thing I did the other day. Yeah. The day before the other day I made plans in LJ. Which was stupid. I remember distinctly not posting them here because less people read my LJ. Hell. Only like three people even know I have one.

But LJ is not for personal life or planning. It's for phychobabble. I don't know why I put it anywhere; I should of kept it to myself. Really, I guess I did it for attention.

And I guess it makes sense, since only, really, the one close friend I care about even reads the LJ. So maybe I was hoping he'd see it and say something. Not that he could, considering I was working all week. But meh.

I'm just an idiot, is all.

But those plans. Man, Murphy's law.
It ended up that When I took Sarah to Swim, Pam didn't leave until 12. And after that, I almost broke Sarah's arm before dislocating her shoulder and going berserk over her computer addiction (I pulled out the power supply and tossed it somewhere). I physically pulled her across a damned hallway while she was dragging along(Man, I have no stamina, but she was light).

And then I conked out for two hours. Not, like, blacked out from memory or anything, but physically was totally. Conked.
It might of been my lack of eating or what I had done, but it was probably more due to the fact that I hadn't gotten any sleep because of Pam working on the tile floor in the downstairs apartment.

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When Pam came home, Sarah was acting weird, but Pam believed my side of the story (Sarah's computer addiction - which was true), and Sarah didn't say anything about what had happened. Whether she was scared or not I'm not quite sure. But i had sobered up by the time Pam came home, anyway, so it didn't matter.

Well. After the 4th, I'm going to have July off of both jobs(lest I get called into Best Friends) to think about what stupid s**t I do.

Oh, and JoVo. I'm not sure when I'll be on. Uh, Thursday(tomorrow) and tuesday onward. But. I'll probably forget I need to IM you to ask you something. So IM me and say I need to ask you something dealing with where you live. And I'm sure it will kick my memory into place.

I can't PM it for some reason. So thanks in advance.