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My friendship.
The only problem with this is he doesn’t well I can’t be the type of friend I want to be to him. If you all have ever watched Berserk you’d have a better understanding of what I’m saying. I’ll try to explain. One of the main characters by the name of Griffith responded to a princess’s question about him having a friend. He explained to her that he has no friend, that he only has followers. The only way that he could possible call another man his friend is if he was to have his own dream, his own goals that he wouldn’t let anyone get in the way of not even his own friend. One that doesn’t depend on no one but himself, that’s the only way he could call a man his equal, his friend. Now that was exactly what he said but for the most part it is and sadly enough that’s exactly how my friendship is to me. I don’t know how he feels but it would change anything if you ask me. I am a very very very sensitive person so small things can really affect me although I try my best not to show it. I care too much about stuff and take a lot of things to heart. I’m not a very aggressive person so I don’t do to well when people talk about me. Most of the time I just ignore it or let them continue on saying what they have to say if they enjoy it so much. Treating, talking back, and cursing out others is something that I really can’t do or like too much so I avoid it as much as possible. My best friend though actually let’s me vent out some of my anger by messing with me and allowing me to get mad at him and yell and hit him but I’ve slowed down on that because I don’t really like it for the simple fact that I only do it to him and no one else, well maybe my siblings but I’m not counting them.
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