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yawn. life is so exhausting.
I'm so tired right now. I'm really behind in a lot of my work and that;s not really good for a senior who only has a 2.5 well now a 2.4 GPA. I was trying to raise up my GPA for this year by picking a lot of easy classes but all I ended up doing was setting my self up for a year full of nothing but english classes. My thumb is annoying me a whole lot. Damn nail broke while I fighting for my sketch with someone. "sigh" and because of all that ignorant fighting I was doing I ended up late for my class. my teacher must've already took attendance because when I arrived I had to get a tardy pass, which of course sucks. so instead of me getting a tardy pass I just freak'n cut class which of course is gonna get me into a lot of trouble but hell I don't care. my head hurts anyways. I'm supposed to be going to the american academy of art today at 5 but I had other plans to go to columbia to watch some anime with the other college people that I really don't know so I'm just hoping that they allow me to come in late even though I don't even go to their school. I'm starting to understand that it's not just all my friends that bother me but certain ones that I hang around the most. lately I've been getting pissed off and depressed about a lot crap that I've had to put up with being around them. yesturday they kinda brighten up my morining by being themselves but I was still angry from the other day. I thought I could be random about this whole thing but it's starting to become a lot harder than I would've expected. I finally got a hold of something to peirce through my skin with that not to many people would notice and that I can endure. I got a few thumb tacks from my teacher but I didn't have any bandaids to try and put over my wound if I was to stab myself but I left the damn things in my shirt pocket today. well I guess I'll do if I get stressed when I go home so that way I can think about my arm and not my other issues.
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