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So, let's recap this week.

1. Get new computer. New computer doesn't work. RMA motherboard.
2. Put back together old computer. Old computer doesn't work. I have no computer.
3. I hookup the bf with a ********.
3a. 2 weeks of pretty much starving myself passes.
4. The ******** turns into his new girlfriend.
5. The girlfriend is a way better gf than I was, even with sex aside.
6. People begin calling me a freak at school.
7. I get so drunk, and then I decide it'd be cool to down a few shots of vodka on top of it. I throw up for three hours straight. I miss the next day of class because I'm so weak.
I am never having vodka again.
8. I blab my entire life story to a random dude.
9. Random dude blabs his entire lifestory back.
10. The GSC(you know, that Gaia comic storyline archive thing that I run? Yeah. Apparently nobody knows about it) is shut down.
11. All the files I had on the website are lost (because I didn't get the email as early as I should've, because I have no computer).
12. I never finish my midterm project, so being depressed, I just decided to skip my class instead of embarrass myself. Go me.
13. The teacher caught me at school afterward.

For how crappy this week has gone, I'm taking it surprisingly well....

But honestly, I have no idea where my life is going in the longrun, so I just kind of wish I'd just stop being a p***y and kill myself already.