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I'm officially an alcoholic now.
Go me.

So, I've become a night person.. WoooOOooo.

I left a little bit off the last entry; there's still a bit more catching up to post.

The GSC - Gaia Storyline Comic Archive Website thing that I made... Homes.esnav shut down and I haven't gottena nothe rhostplace yet. I was considering paying for my own, then I realised how broke I was. xd
Got to think.. Not eating, spending a lot of money on beer... Probably shouldn't add server costs and a domain name to that list of s**t. I mean, I don't even have a job, still. I'm still quite surprized I haven't gone into debt, yet.

I must be a least a bit more money manageable(even if in a crazy way) than I had anticipated.

Anyway, I have all the files for the GSC, so it's no problem; I can upload that to another host as soon as I get one, no problem. I just have to change the coding of, like, one thing, since 99% of it is relative URLs instead of absolute. Just name a few folders the same and bam, easy uploading. wink Yay for relative URLs.

But, I had other files on homes.esnav. I had multiple websites running on homes.esnav, actually, and I had just begun working on another one.
Unfortunately for me, because I had no computer, I got the news that homes.esnav was shutting down... The day after it shut down. So I lost all the files for my other websites. Which is kind of ironic, considering... Those other files should've been backed up somewhere, since they're older and more important. Gragh, whatever, I guess.

I'm going through negotations with two people for serverspace, but I haven't really heard back from them, eyt. Time will tell, though. As long as the GSC gets back up before September starts, or atleast by September 15th, I will be patient.
I am getting space through only the kindness of someone's heart, afterall.

If I do get space from my own wallet though, I may go through almostfreespeech.com, since they have an interesting payment plan.

Signed up for next quarter for college recently. I've got Math, Lighting on Location, and Digital Movie techniques(or something like that- everyone just calls it Digi, so I never paid attention to the actual name of that class).
Lighting and Digi will go very nice otgether, because Digi is a class where you make a documentary.

I'm not sure what I am going to do yet, maybe something about Gaia or School or my weirdass life. I guess I really don't have to think about it until October(when class starts), anyway, so I'm fine for now.

All the classes are night classes, Mon - Wed, rest of the week off. I figure it will work out well this way. I can have Thursday and maybe friday off, and work sat - sun. I chose to do it this way since I never party, and places usually never have weekend workers since... It's the weekend. So far if I put "I'll work graveyards and on weekends" it hasn't failed, so heh.

I'm not going to apply for a job until October, though. This is because I still need info on that school workstudy(that I probably won't get anyway, but there's still some hope left) and after that I have vacation. And I have this phobia of saying "more than a month from now" in the little "When can you start work?" box.

If I do get the WorkStudy, though, I'll be in the IT department.
Score.

Dumbass for the head of the IT department aside, I will finally get to learn about the inner workings of compyouthars.

Since I began starving myself again for no other reason than I'm too lazy to walk to the grocery store and no one will drive me, I've lost a ton of weight.
In fact, I lost so much weight that my period actually became a ******** lighter.

Which means that I'm probably around 98 - 100 pounds, since you physically cannot sustain a period if you're 95 pounds or less.

Part of me is kind of worried about the whole health/starvation issue, but the other part of me is saying "wewt, no bloody monthly cycle."
Then there is, of course, the drunkard me saying "Who the ******** cares, pass the SPARKS."

As for current happenings, however, I'm bored out of my mind. I have several projects I need to finish, but instead of finishing them I just start new ones. Which makes absolutely no sense, but whatever.

I'm making a new Gaia profile right now. It will be a non-flash one(again) as my fascination with Flash has pretty much ended, and I am enjoying making the Graphic/layout Design a lot more than messing in flash.

The only downfall of this is the hours and hours of positioning all the damn s**t. But this profile's easy, it all goes in pretty much the same place, so it should be fine enough.

The profile is focused on geometric shapes, triangles specifically, and kind of looks like an optical illusion. Again focused on one of my traditional pen arts of Q. With a gun. Hot dawgman.

Anyway, since I don't have a scanner, I just took a digital picture with the shitty camera as opposed to vidcam since I was too lazy to get it out of the bag, which makes my drawing blurry. I only needed it as a placeholder anyway, so it makes no difference.

When I get to school I'll scan the b***h in, optimize it a bit more, and then I can get to work on the positioning.
It was based on Lost Prophets' "View to a Kill" so it will probably have a title similiar to that.
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I drew the triangles in Pen, too, I just redid them in photoshop. I actually made a series of geometrical Qs which look really awesome. I should really scan some of my recent stuff in or something.

Maybe find a different gallery-like place, because I hate SA.
Well. Come ot think of it, I had an art site of homes.esnav....
-headdesk-

Tried to find the lyrics for MOAC Supreme demo, but couldn't. So you'll have ot live with the remake's lyrics("One Thousand Apologies" wink bastardized son of my interpretation of what they're saying. Viva la copy and paste + some brainpower.


SO AFRAID
Thoughts come my way
LOSE IT ALL
But it was nothing anyway
WHAT'S DONE IS DONE
But now I'll be saved in time, you will see
Now set me free...

And you're all very proud,
When there's nothing left to steal,
And I feel, so real, it scares me.

(And have I ever asked for more?
Was I that Insecure?)

BETRAYED
My plans award me,
IT'S NEVER UP TO ME
I know that I'll break,
HOW FAR KID
Coz from here it looks like a long way down, I can't climb back up,
That's keeping me from you,

And you're all very proud,
When there's nothing left to steal,
And I feel, so real, it scares me.

(And have I ever asked for more?
Was I that Insecure?)

Can't you stick out your fears, can't you push them out some more, yeah
Can't you stick out your fears, can't you push them out some more, yeah

I...know...it's...all...in there...but I...can't see...
I CAN'T SEE THAT FAR

Those who made up time, now what's it gonna be?

Something, something's wrong, something's wrong, something's very WRONG

Please...can...I...have...more...time?

...If I see you again, I'll laugh right in your face.





 
 
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