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But I can't.. I can't give you a reason...

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one

And I know...you can see right through me
So let me go...and you will find some one

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one...no one like you
You are my only my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only my only one

Well hear, hear... PD, C&T, whatever other forums people think I call home...
I have to go.

I don't know why, but I just need to turn off the computer for a while. I might not come back.

Right now, I'm just going to get on every now and then to pay Mad Prophet for his awesome art... And post in my guild before I decide on who's going to be the new captain.

When Prophet finishes the last two images he owes me, I'm probably going to either quit Gaia, or take a long hiatus. My profile might change to tell you all I'm gone.

I hope I can still have fun at AWA next week, but right now.. I really feel like s**t. I really hope this is all just some faulty feeling that will roll over in a few days and I'll be me again. But if not...

I'll miss you guys, but let's forgive and forget. I'm sorry I was such an attention-whore of an a*****e.

By the way... The Mad Prophet is the best artist ever. He drew the first image. The second image was done by EvilDisco. We're not on speaking terms anymore, but whatever.

Anyway. Prophet's art is cheap and amazing. Do me a favor and give him business, because he deserves it.
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