okay so last night I hag a dream about my g/f which now I have to admit that it is now official....she is a cutter but anyways yeah I had this dream that she had burnt her arm and I started peeling off her dead skin while we were on the elevator. why I don't know but lets just leave it at that since the rest of my dream was just like way out so yeah...I don't know what the hell is wrong with that girl. she just completely went beserk two days ago. she like sliced up her arm and I mean seriously. I mean that was nearly as bad how Yo Hayate's arm was when he was in that intense battle in the past. (how would I know that you ask well you all take a wild guess) but seriously though, her arm was ******** up I mean that s**t was ridiculous! 'sigh' that girl was feak'n upset about being called a f** and liking girls because she likes sensitive men (which I find very insulting although I keep saying that I am.) ya know what, thats okay, I may be sensitive but at least I can kiss my g/f without being afraid of getting a disease or being exploded on from coming near her face. 'cough cough' oh but that's right you're not with that person anymore. but why? oh that's right it was because of sergio right? well ya know you didn't do that when rayne broke up with nebi and was waiting for you to catch him on the other side. ya know what you did? huh? you stood there and watched as he fell to the ground and you made him deal with her again. but ya know I question you now? did you really love freddy? I mean you two were supposed to be soo close? and yet you said you loved rayne and he said he loved you? so why is it that when he was ready you just stood there like an idiot twidling your fingers like a little girl not too sure what to do and then you wait til all this crap with nebi and rayne to happen before you finally decide to break up with rich and you did like at the snap of finger with out any problem or explantion so tell me why you couldn't do that before... just from that I can't see if you're right for my best friend but that's not for me to decide now is it? don't mean to be mean but that's just what's been on my mind and this is my journal after all.
well that threw me off the original subject but hey what the hell. Today was a nice day. trees were blossimg with sucj beautiful flowers and the sun was so bright. there was a little bit a clouds and the sky was so blue. it was great. I stopped by rayne's place since I was late for my musuem trip (okay so I just zoned out for 10mins looking at this anaconda movie) but yeah so as soon as I stopped inside of his place I decided to get comfortable on his floor and lay down. I was trying to get some sleep but my g/f refused to get off the phone with me. so I ddin't really get any sleep. (Especially when I decided to get in rayne's bed and put the cover over me and threw it off feeling really uncomfortable and then became disturbed when my g/f started talking about the stuff he's done in that bed. (gotta keep in mind that that's his lil sis so she knows things too). after I got finally me and rayne talked along with usagi who told him that I said he was hot which Iwasn't too sure if I did but I know I have a tendency to call ppl sexy so I hope that's what I said. 'sigh' I'm a little bit lost about what was the true purpose of this entry. I've been distracted soo much while writing I can't even think straight. (told myself not to log on to msn but ya never listen) crap. I hate writing long entries about nothing plus I was bothered by something today but what?.... ( I know it wasn't that long walk trying to carry those bags and holding my freak'n bladder for 4 hrs.) oh well. I guess when whatever I truely wanted to write about comes back to me. I guess I'll do it in the next entry.
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